" READY TO LAND OFF "
March 16, 2010, Tuesday. It was my first day facing new challenge in BPI Information System Institute as a trainee of Associate IT Specialist. I really don't have any idea what this Institute will be, all I want is to try. From the very first day that I decided to take this opportunity I already know I have to deal with the risk. So I dealt. It was my artistic expression of giving myself a break. Trying' to look for new direction with an exemplifying purpose.
As I enter this Institute I really felt anxious, but somehow happy that finally now conquer the fear of facing the reality to know and to test the real me. I know myself more than anyone, and I know where I can stand strong, but sometimes you have to live out of your comfort zone. I really
prayed hard for this, I just wanna try. Knowing it would be steep. I know, I really know.
But the bounds of reason push me thru.
This Institute really proves how strong the association I belong. Its really different to a typical college institute. Of course the section might be similar to your collegeous but the course outline really sucks and totally different. Imagine to learn one programming language in just 3 days, where in college you have 1 semester to learn all the syntax. But it doesn't matter how long, it still in your hands.
I remember, our professor said that once you graduated in ISI you now belong to the institute with a great programmers, only in BPI. I was inspired to strive hard towards this goal, "I have to be IN." Discuss, store, retrieve... The routine I have to comfort with, in addition to the nerd ones I have to deal with. You might not know how hard it was. All you know is "I CAN. I might, and I really tried hard. But sometimes no matter how hard we try fate doesn't want. But I still give myself an ultimate reason to move not for anyone but for my extreme purpose and direction.
Unfortunately, I am now having zero visibility towards this goal, I am now losing the guts, and now dropping off my guns. I lost the battle, but I know I won the war. I will now suffer the consequences of the risk I chose to conquer. But I am now ready, and looking for a new visions.
" I KNOW HIS PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAMS "
Born again with new panoplied....
March 16, 2010, Tuesday. It was my first day facing new challenge in BPI Information System Institute as a trainee of Associate IT Specialist. I really don't have any idea what this Institute will be, all I want is to try. From the very first day that I decided to take this opportunity I already know I have to deal with the risk. So I dealt. It was my artistic expression of giving myself a break. Trying' to look for new direction with an exemplifying purpose.
As I enter this Institute I really felt anxious, but somehow happy that finally now conquer the fear of facing the reality to know and to test the real me. I know myself more than anyone, and I know where I can stand strong, but sometimes you have to live out of your comfort zone. I really
prayed hard for this, I just wanna try. Knowing it would be steep. I know, I really know.
But the bounds of reason push me thru.
This Institute really proves how strong the association I belong. Its really different to a typical college institute. Of course the section might be similar to your collegeous but the course outline really sucks and totally different. Imagine to learn one programming language in just 3 days, where in college you have 1 semester to learn all the syntax. But it doesn't matter how long, it still in your hands.
I remember, our professor said that once you graduated in ISI you now belong to the institute with a great programmers, only in BPI. I was inspired to strive hard towards this goal, "I have to be IN." Discuss, store, retrieve... The routine I have to comfort with, in addition to the nerd ones I have to deal with. You might not know how hard it was. All you know is "I CAN. I might, and I really tried hard. But sometimes no matter how hard we try fate doesn't want. But I still give myself an ultimate reason to move not for anyone but for my extreme purpose and direction.
Unfortunately, I am now having zero visibility towards this goal, I am now losing the guts, and now dropping off my guns. I lost the battle, but I know I won the war. I will now suffer the consequences of the risk I chose to conquer. But I am now ready, and looking for a new visions.
" I KNOW HIS PLANS ARE BETTER THAN MY DREAMS "
Born again with new panoplied....
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