JANUARY 21, 2011 - GOD HAS GIVEN ME A CHANCE TO THANK YOU"
IT WAS JUST A TYPICAL DAY, I'VE BEEN IN THE OFFICE, FOR HALF A DAY. NOTHING UNUSUAL, IT WAS JUST ORDINARY, AND I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING STRIKINGLY ODD. BUT I FILED A HALF DAY VACATION LEAVE THAT DAY, JUST TO MAKE A GOOD DEED TO SOMEONE WHO ASK FOR MY FAVOR.
FOR SOME REASON I SHOULD BE IN SM NORTH EDSA, BUT THE ONE I SHOULD MEET UP CALLED AND CHANGED THE MEETING PLACE TO SM MEGA MALL. I WENT TO SM MEGAMALL, BUT UNFORNATELY I HAVE A TEXT MESSAGE WHICH I HAVEN'T READ BEFORE I RIDE OFF THE BUS. IT'S SM NORTH EDSA AGAIN. SO I RIDE ON A BUS GOING TO NORTH.
I HAVEN'T FEEL ANY PERCEPTION THAT, THAT DAY MIGHT BE MY LAST DAY. I'M JUST A ONE STATION AWAY TO SM NORTH, 10MINS AWAY. UNCONCIOUSLY A BUS BUMPED INTO US. PASSENGER AT THE BACK WAS THREW OFF THEIR SEAT. AND I FELT AN IMPACT ON MY HEAD, NOTHING HAPPENS TO ME IT WAS JUST MY HEAD FEELS LIKE THERE WAS A POWERFUL STROKE THAT BLOWS MY HEAD. THANK'S GOD I WAS SITTING IN FRONT.
PASSENGERS WAS FILLED WITH SUDDEN PANIC, I ALSO FELT A SUDDEN MASS OF FEAR THAT MOMENT. WE JUST RIDE OFF THE BUS. I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENS WITH THE PASSENGERS SITTING AT BACK AND THE PASSENGERS IN THE BUS WHO BUMPED INTO US. I JUST SAW THE FRONT SHIELD ACQUIRES A SERIOUS DAMAGE AS WELL AS THE BACK SHIELD OF THE BUS I WAS RIDING, BUT WHAT'S ON MY MIND WAS I HAVE TO BE IN SM NORTH EDSA BECAUSE SOMEONE IS WAITING FOR ME. SO I JUST LEFT THE AREA AND RIDE A BUS, AND ACTS AS NOTHING HAPPENS.
I HAVEN'T TOLD MY FRIEND WHAT HAPPEN, I JUST DON'T WANT HIM TO BE CONCERNED WITH, SINCE IM OKAY AND NO MEDICAL CARE WAS REQUIRED.
BUT ON MY WAY HOME, I JUST CAN'T FORGET WHAT HAPPEN. WHAT IF'S STARTS TO INVADE MY MIND.
WHAT IF I DIED THAT MOMENT?..
I HAVEN'T GIVEN A CHANCE TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU, I HAVEN'T TOLD MY MOM HOW MUCH I LOVE HER, I HAVEN'T SAY SORRY TO MY DAD FOR EVERY CARELESS THING I'VE DONE, I HAVENT TOLD MY BROTHER HOW MUCH I LOVE AND CARE FOR HIM AND FOR HIS FAMILY, I HAVEN'T SAY GOODBYE TO MY ANGELS (GIAN AND GABBY), I HAVEN'T TOLD THEM THAT I'M GO'NNA MISS THEM SO MUCH, I HAVEN'T SAY THANK YOU TO ALL THE PEOPLE IN MY WORK AREA, I HAVEN'T GIVEN A CHANCE TO TALK TO MY BESTFRIEND WHO PROBABLY WENT OUT OF MY LIFE 2 YEARS AGO. I HAVEN'T SAY I LOVE YOU TO SOMEONE WHO OCCUPIES THE BIGGEST PART OF ME.
WHAT IF I PASSSED AWAY RIGHT THAT MOMENT, WHO WOULD KNOW ALL THE FEELINGS AND INTUITIONS I HAVE INSIDE?..
WELL I GUESS, I WOKE UP TODAY FOR HE IS GIVING ME A CHANCE TO DO THINGS I SHOULD BUT I FORGOT TO, NOR I AM FORGETTING TO. AND IT MIGHT BE A CALL FOR ME TO BELIEVE THAT HE IS WITH ME, WHICH I INTENTIONALLY STOP TO REMEMBER. FOR I ALREADY STOP BELIEVING THAT HE HAS THE POWER TO CONTROL HUMAN DESTINY, I ALREADY BROKE MY FAITH AND TRUST IN HIM, FOR SOME PERSONAL REASON. SO UNTIL NOW, I WONDER AND DEEPLY REFLECT "
DID HE REALLY WANTS ME?"
AND WHY?"
BUT ON THE START OF MY SECOND LIFE, I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO EVERYONE!
THIS IS FOR ALL OF YOU WHO TOUCHES MY LIFE! IF YOU WERE TAGGED IN THIS ENTRY, YOU BELONG TO THE ONE WHO BRINGS UP THE BEST IN ME!
"SALAMAT!"
"We can never go back and change what has been done, but we can always earn the lesson learned to make things better next time.."
IT WAS JUST A TYPICAL DAY, I'VE BEEN IN THE OFFICE, FOR HALF A DAY. NOTHING UNUSUAL, IT WAS JUST ORDINARY, AND I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING STRIKINGLY ODD. BUT I FILED A HALF DAY VACATION LEAVE THAT DAY, JUST TO MAKE A GOOD DEED TO SOMEONE WHO ASK FOR MY FAVOR.
FOR SOME REASON I SHOULD BE IN SM NORTH EDSA, BUT THE ONE I SHOULD MEET UP CALLED AND CHANGED THE MEETING PLACE TO SM MEGA MALL. I WENT TO SM MEGAMALL, BUT UNFORNATELY I HAVE A TEXT MESSAGE WHICH I HAVEN'T READ BEFORE I RIDE OFF THE BUS. IT'S SM NORTH EDSA AGAIN. SO I RIDE ON A BUS GOING TO NORTH.
I HAVEN'T FEEL ANY PERCEPTION THAT, THAT DAY MIGHT BE MY LAST DAY. I'M JUST A ONE STATION AWAY TO SM NORTH, 10MINS AWAY. UNCONCIOUSLY A BUS BUMPED INTO US. PASSENGER AT THE BACK WAS THREW OFF THEIR SEAT. AND I FELT AN IMPACT ON MY HEAD, NOTHING HAPPENS TO ME IT WAS JUST MY HEAD FEELS LIKE THERE WAS A POWERFUL STROKE THAT BLOWS MY HEAD. THANK'S GOD I WAS SITTING IN FRONT.
PASSENGERS WAS FILLED WITH SUDDEN PANIC, I ALSO FELT A SUDDEN MASS OF FEAR THAT MOMENT. WE JUST RIDE OFF THE BUS. I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENS WITH THE PASSENGERS SITTING AT BACK AND THE PASSENGERS IN THE BUS WHO BUMPED INTO US. I JUST SAW THE FRONT SHIELD ACQUIRES A SERIOUS DAMAGE AS WELL AS THE BACK SHIELD OF THE BUS I WAS RIDING, BUT WHAT'S ON MY MIND WAS I HAVE TO BE IN SM NORTH EDSA BECAUSE SOMEONE IS WAITING FOR ME. SO I JUST LEFT THE AREA AND RIDE A BUS, AND ACTS AS NOTHING HAPPENS.
I HAVEN'T TOLD MY FRIEND WHAT HAPPEN, I JUST DON'T WANT HIM TO BE CONCERNED WITH, SINCE IM OKAY AND NO MEDICAL CARE WAS REQUIRED.
BUT ON MY WAY HOME, I JUST CAN'T FORGET WHAT HAPPEN. WHAT IF'S STARTS TO INVADE MY MIND.
WHAT IF I DIED THAT MOMENT?..
I HAVEN'T GIVEN A CHANCE TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU, I HAVEN'T TOLD MY MOM HOW MUCH I LOVE HER, I HAVEN'T SAY SORRY TO MY DAD FOR EVERY CARELESS THING I'VE DONE, I HAVENT TOLD MY BROTHER HOW MUCH I LOVE AND CARE FOR HIM AND FOR HIS FAMILY, I HAVEN'T SAY GOODBYE TO MY ANGELS (GIAN AND GABBY), I HAVEN'T TOLD THEM THAT I'M GO'NNA MISS THEM SO MUCH, I HAVEN'T SAY THANK YOU TO ALL THE PEOPLE IN MY WORK AREA, I HAVEN'T GIVEN A CHANCE TO TALK TO MY BESTFRIEND WHO PROBABLY WENT OUT OF MY LIFE 2 YEARS AGO. I HAVEN'T SAY I LOVE YOU TO SOMEONE WHO OCCUPIES THE BIGGEST PART OF ME.
WHAT IF I PASSSED AWAY RIGHT THAT MOMENT, WHO WOULD KNOW ALL THE FEELINGS AND INTUITIONS I HAVE INSIDE?..
WELL I GUESS, I WOKE UP TODAY FOR HE IS GIVING ME A CHANCE TO DO THINGS I SHOULD BUT I FORGOT TO, NOR I AM FORGETTING TO. AND IT MIGHT BE A CALL FOR ME TO BELIEVE THAT HE IS WITH ME, WHICH I INTENTIONALLY STOP TO REMEMBER. FOR I ALREADY STOP BELIEVING THAT HE HAS THE POWER TO CONTROL HUMAN DESTINY, I ALREADY BROKE MY FAITH AND TRUST IN HIM, FOR SOME PERSONAL REASON. SO UNTIL NOW, I WONDER AND DEEPLY REFLECT "
DID HE REALLY WANTS ME?"
AND WHY?"
BUT ON THE START OF MY SECOND LIFE, I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO EVERYONE!
THIS IS FOR ALL OF YOU WHO TOUCHES MY LIFE! IF YOU WERE TAGGED IN THIS ENTRY, YOU BELONG TO THE ONE WHO BRINGS UP THE BEST IN ME!
"SALAMAT!"
"We can never go back and change what has been done, but we can always earn the lesson learned to make things better next time.."
